Dear Gabby,
Today it has been six months since you left. Sometimes I think I am doing ok, but then I get overwhelmed with grief and its almost impossible to function. I'm not really sure if that is ever going to change or not. There isn't a minute that goes by where I don't think of you. I find myself seeing so many little ones in public and all I do is think of what you would be doing now.
Anymore, I just find life so difficult. It is so hard to continue without you by my side. Sometimes I wonder how long it will be until I am with you again. The other day someone was predicting the end of the world and I didn't even care. I'm not sure if that is normal or not. All I do is think of being with you. Sometimes I can feel your presence, but I haven't lately. I guess you must be busy playing with all the little children in heaven.
Gabby, I think of you all the time in heaven and wonder what it must be like up there. I wonder what you are doing all the time and wonder if you ever leave me signs. I love you so much Gabby.
I have to go now, I just cant continue your letter baby.
This blog is dedicated to Gabrielle Jane. Born with a rare Neurological condition called Hydranencephaly, "Gabby" was given no hope after being diagnosed three days after birth. This is "Gabby's" journey of life and my journey of healing after her passing.
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